paus in essay writing.

Well im almost done now, just 39 words left. It's weird if i cant get it done today, its like a block in my head you know...
Oh I hope for my sculptures to go in to the kiln tomorrow, as ive been looking for Keith two days now, when he's back. Need them before easter.
Think I've found a textile shop as well, gonna go look tomorrow.

Super tired I am. Been in for a few hours today, finished my sad little rodent and also got a good idea for the presentation of the hippolady. Im gonna make a pond bed in wood, resin and satin. sweet.

Here is my sad rodent.

I really cant koncentrate on my essay.. im almost done..
But I can't be asked. I feel like an old lady.
It's so great that its spring here. In sweden my dad shovelled snow for 45 minits hahaha. no I feel sorry for my dad but its good that im here and not being scared for my life everyday on me way to school (not to mentioned late everyday cause of the snow) and all the other negative stuff that comes with snow.
men jag saknar alla dar hemma jatte mycket. Min skadegladje kan ej hjalpa att skratta.
Jag lar val satta fart med diverse skolarbete nu.

I'm gonna crack on with le work.

Könsopererad ren,

Alright. Today I poped in to uni for a couple of hours to try to get my rodents done. Not a living soul down there, not even Keith. I went home and started to paint on that painting I was gonna get started on, well it turned out as a self potrait.

here it is.. isn't really finished yet as u see on the pic.













Jag skams lite for den solbranda underkroppen och de mongolida tanderna samt ogonen.
Kanske kommer en battre bild man vet ju aldrig.

ciao

A relief in the grief

Fab sculptures
Elizabeth McGrath

booring.

So my essay is booooring. can't really get good arguments and thoughts down on paper sooo. I'll do it tomorrow instead.
Now im gonna start on a painting, don't know how it's gonna look like yet. I always have a clear idea.

Trippel snark vad trokigt jag har. Det kanske ar varldens samsta skit pa tv och inte en pers i hushallet. bara jag och svinen.
Roligt hoho. Dock tillagade jag en riktigt smakfull tacos paj. Ni ska veta paron att lill clas kan.

I finished this at some point of this week.

Stand Up For Yourself Even If It's Not In Your Nature

Beautiful by Charming Baker.

Ceramics.

Still don't have enough will power for my own good. I have got stuff done, two sculpures in two days. Fun that, clay. Have never had a clear idea of what to do in ceramics though. I think I can get pretty much done until easter anyways.. enough so I don't feel ashamed anyway!

gonna post pictures on my two weird creations.

Today is a dark day. I really need to get started for real on that essay.. So Im just gonna start writing up ideas and stuff so I can form it up before I really start to write the body of the paper...
gonna try i bit more structured way to write the paper now. I think it will work better for me that way.

also I moved all my stuff from the studio caus I reckon i won't be there so much caus I need to be at the ceramics studio as much as I can. I have built up i studio in my flat instead... its a mess.

Trippel snark

Ar val ratta ordet. Jag ar nu pa vag till keramiken, har noll, noll noll motivation. Kan mycket val bero pa att jag sov sa taskigt inatt. Kanske for att vi var ute och svangde lite igar ocksa, trots ovilja.
Jag har en lustigkurre till keramiklarare. Vi har gemensamma bekanta svenskar det ar kul.
Jag antar att jag borde rora pa flasket. Hade ju glomt bort hur skojj det var med lera. Snabbt som attan. vilket ar bra pga att jag har begransad tid.

Ok. have to go to uni now.

inspiration

Havnt got a move on today caus of personal stuff... have been thinking alot about my 1001 module, I havnt really decided fully on what exactly im gonna do for it. I do want to do ceramics. Dont know if there is enough time left though... If I cant be there on easterbreak... whats that good for? who cares about easter? haha.. No but I really need to be there on easter break in order to get enough work done...
otherwise I just gonna do what I first was thinking of doin for the 1010...

Felt like I needed to asure myself with writing it down, its gonna be alright.
I am a stressed person. It feels like im late to the train but i cant run... weird feeling. I wish i didnr worry so much.

Any who.

This is Frida Fjellman which is one of my favorite sculptures.
Sweet.

Tag mig till havet.

I'm writing my new statements of intent... quite confusing. At least get that done today.

Looking at a great painter right now, Natalia Fabia. The pictures comes from her new show Hooker dreamescape.

This morning.

I woke up, was a bit stressed out caus I thought my man was gonna miss his taxi. Then when he left I just didnt wanted to go to uni. I finally went, good that caus the lecture I needed was today.
Its been one of the worst days though... not even my chocolate taste good.
I guess I feel a bit of the old homesickness... I miss my loved ones.
It gets better.

So I was at the libarary to check out some books, almost lost my bag with important paper and stuff caus my head wasnt working properly.
Did not find the books.
Started on painting on a hipperson today. Heard that it looked like a toad.



















Now I'm not gonna sit here no more.

Sitting and doin some research for my essay, I think im gonna write about video art.
The essay question ; Why did artists begin to make video art? How has this affected the development of contemporary art practice?

Im not looking forward to writing it. Who is?

Gonna go for a walk now.

SLOW

I'm so slow, its almost ridicules. Having a lazy period. This weekend I'm gonna try to get far into my essay so I'm not getting to stressed out about that. Next week, (this was supposed to be done this week) I'm gonna go do some ceramics. Hope that I have enough time for it.

HI.

I'm so tired. I can't see myself getting on with anything today.
Have my tutorial 1.30 today. I brought all my stuff home with me thursday. Reckon I have to take it all back, cant really work that well at home. Done a bit progress. Maybe.

Iguess I have to get ready and leg it to uni before I fall asleep again.